naman...i want to be happy..as in 101% (in terms of love or lack thereof..hahahahaha)...why wouldn't he let me? psycho b siya? shet ka! he has thsi uncanny ability to sense when i'm almost dropping him out of my fuckin brain. ima ask derek sheperd to operate on my brain...hahaha
excuse my manic depression..hahaha..my eyes hurt.. huhu
my god.. i hate public transpo...i hate it. i'm tired of commuting every damn day... my bodily functions are starting to give up. dont cha give up on me beybeh!!
i visited my friends last weekend. i managed to make time to visit my good ol' dormitory. and guess what what my 80 year old landord told me?
after the nice to see you speech, he ended his warm welcome with.....(drum roll please)
'DON'T YOU EVER EXERCISE'?
i kid you not, he was seriously trying to tell me in a nice way that i've gotten fat! hahahaha....even an 80 year old man with a "supposed" eye problem is telling me i'm huge. damn. there must be something really wrong with how i look.. hehehehe....
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i need to talk to my friends. or i need to do something to blow off some steam....i've gotten so emo wreck since i started working. i'm having serious schizophrenia! i hate it. i want to let go of whatever feeling i have in my heart. no more excess baggage ( i dont mean the weight..hehe) i hate you! you're not even special. arrgghhh..i'm having an emo breakdown....hahahahaha...
i saw him yesterday. he had some car trouble and he got out of his Pajero and BAM i saw him. apparently, we were both heading the same "likuan". if not for the slight banggaan of some sort, his suv might just be behind our van.
how in the world did that happen? i mean, malaki ang QC, there are fuckin' 24 hours in a day, but still we ended up in the same spot, in that same day, probably heading for the same direction.
can i switch on my NUMB button now? it's just too weird..
stop it!...you are so getting on my nerves. don't act like we have some kind of understanding. not because you brought me tons of lozenges when i had sore throat means you could act all boyfriend-y and stuff to me. we're just friends. nothing more nothing less... hehehehe thank you though for the lozenges, madami ang nakinabang!
*** went back to dolores branch today....so happy!!!
**** waahhh...______is such a cutie...very crushable! harhar...anyway, since i'm partly giddy about he-who-must-not-be -named at all, im just gonna post a wacky vid from SNL..
shet.. first it was adam and summer, now the season? well, well, i couldn't blame them, i don't think The OC would be the same without the crazy antics of Marissa...they promised a good finale though..hu hu hu
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Yes, sadly, the rumors are true: After four seasons, Fox's "The O.C."
is going off the air. According to a press release from the network,
Fox wil continue to air new episodes of "The O.C." until the final show
on Feb. 22:
"The O.C. Season Four finale will also be the series finale. This feels
like the best time to bring the show to its close,” said Josh Schwartz,
creator and executive producer of The O.C.
I'm at least glad that Fox is planning to show the rest of the
season, because I'm really curious to see what happens next. According
to TV Guide columnist Michael Ausiello,
the January episodes are likely to be pretty nuts: "Someone's coming
out, someone's getting pregnant, and someone's going to receive two
marriage proposals." Can't wait to find out those answers. I just hope
the finale is sufficiently juicy.
